(Is it true that even the Cathy character, of 'Cathy' comic fame, is now married to a man, but is still just as neurotic and desperate and water-dropletty as before? what am I doing? what am I even seeking to change, and why??)
I am pretty confused, because I am dealing with what seemed like courtship over the internet, and then in person is extremely pleasant and really, quite awesome, but in person is still surrounded by other people, so I can't quite say the same things I would want to or be able to when we are alone together among seventy billion other myspace users. and I still don't even know what to say then. I don't want to come off as water-dropletty even though it is not TOO far off from the truth.
Ballin', ballin', ballin'.