Not living in total squalor anymore. We have cleaned, a little. I went out and saw a long-lost person again and hung out with current housemates and met some new people and re-met some people and set off fireworks in the cemetary. I also found myself in the middle of an e-mail drama fest with another member of my family. Insert me banging my head on my desk (which was left in the room by the previous renter), asking why am I so dumb, goddddddddd.