I don't have anything to blow about, but for others who know, to blow: it's so important!
I don't mean to act all THIS IS IMPORTANT in a condescending way. I really just want to hear someone say something back � either agreeing and talking about it and about related things and moving it forward, or just saying what they think.
I want to get in on more discussions. I'm kinda living the silent life.
I want discussions about sticky things. Politicky things okay, but sticky things in general.
Need new minds?
A long while ago I was reading online about open relationships � how to approach them, how to maintain them. Not too many answers there except for... it all boils down to... trust and communication. No doikey. But I really tried to wrap my brain around it and keep thinking maybe it's possible. Somewhat unthinkable for previous me (lonely girl! INSANELY JEALOUS/INSECURE!), and I still may get swept up in some wave of dark passion (read: JEALOUSY!). But I've always been kinda Capricorn-practical, and I'm starting to understand my needs and emotional capacities.
BODY HEAT. EMOTIONAL WARMTH. But more importantly, emotional simmer in the background.
And I like some body heat while being emotionally cold too. It's like ICY/HOT for your bedroom. This makes like 2% sense but whatever, the important parts are (1) sometimes we all need to be body-robots, and (2) I do enjoy the menthol smell, and (3) --
There's some mantra online somewhere, instructing you to say: "I'm not the same person I was yesterday." It's true, and it's a relief. Look at this Toothpaste for Dinner, it's funny and true, and what a relief to remind yourself that you don't have to live that today.
Now just comes the time when you talk to other people. See where that takes us.