Or... maybe not...
Surely I have control over how I use my time. (Convincing myself... slow going!)
There's a typhoon outside and it sounds kind of crazy, but I think it's just my imagination and exaggeration of car/rain noises going wild. Must emphasize: no floods, no damage. Just the mind of a lucky person who doesn't know how lucky she is to be where she is, and not where she is not. ..
...fuckin' ellipses!